When I call you up, your line’s engaged
I have had enough, so act your age
We have lost the time that was so hard to find
And I will lose my mind if you won’t see me
You won’t see me

I don’t know why you should want to hide
But I can’t get through, my hands are tied
I won’t want to stay, I don’t have much to say
And I can turn away
If you won’t see me
You won’t see me

Time after time, you refuse to even listen
I wouldn’t mind if I knew what I was missing

Though the days are few
They’re filled with tears
And since I lost you
It feels like years
Yes, it seems so long since you’ve been gone
And I just can’t go on
If you won’t see me
You won’t see me

What i'm listening to:

You Won’t See Me
Anne Murray
Love Song

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you

What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And I don’t wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don’t wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (this world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (with you)
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one

What i'm listening to:

Wicked Game
Chris Isaak
Heart Shaped World

They say around the way you’ve asked for me
There’s even talk about you wanting me
I must admit that’s what I wanna hear
But that’s just talk until you take me there

My every thought is of this being true
It’s getting harder not to think of you
Girl, I’m exactly where I wanna be
The only thing’s I need you here with me

If it’s true, don’t leave me all alone out here
Wondering if you’re ever gonna take me there
Tell me what you’re feeling because I need to know
Girl, you gotta let me know which way to go

Because I need to know, I need to know
Tell me, baby girl, cause I need to know
I need to know, I need to know
Tell me, baby girl, cause I need to know

What i'm listening to:

I Need to Know
Marc Anthony
Marc Anthony

I’ll say goodbye to love
No one ever cared if I should live or die
Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by
And all I know of love
Is how to live without it
I just can’t seem to find it

So I’ve made my mind up
I must live my life alone
And though it’s not the easy way
I guess I’ve always known
I’d say goodbye to love

There are no tomorrows for this heart of mine
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And I’ll find that there is someone to believe in
And to live for something I could live for

All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I’ll go on as best I can

What lies in the future
Is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls
There may come a time when I will see that I’ve been wrong
But for now this is my song

And it’s goodbye to love
I’ll say goodbye to love

What i'm listening to:

Goodbye to Love
The Carpenters
A Song for You

Say, say, say what you want but don’t play games with my affection
Take, take, take what you need but don’t leave me with no direction

All alone I sit home by the phone waiting for you baby (baby)
Through the years how can you stand to hear my pleading for you dear?

You know I’m crying, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Yeah

Now go, go, go where you want but don’t leave me here forever
You, you, you stay away so long, girl, I see you never

You never ever worry and you never shed a tear
You’re saying that my love ain’t real

Just look at my face, these tears ain’t drying

You, you, you can never say that I’m not the one who really loves you
I pray, pray, pray every day that you’ll see things, girl, like I do

What can I do, girl, to get through to you
‘Cause I love you (love you) baby (baby)

Standing here baptized in all my tears, baby through the years
You know I’m crying

Looking through the lens of today’s pop psychology lingo, this girl’s an avoidant. Ask how I know...

What i'm listening to:

Say Say Say
Paul McCartney, Michael Jackson
Pipes of Peace

You bite my lip just for the taste
You’re on your knees, I’m on the case
You take the heat and with such grace
You say we’re done, but here you stay

You said you’re scared, I’ll let you down (I’ll let you down)
Just stick around, and you’ll find out (and you’ll find out)
But don’t you wanna make me proud? (So make me proud)
‘Cause I’m so proud, baby, I’m so proud of you

Do I stress you out? Can I help you out?
Does it turn you on when I turn you around?
Can we make a scene? (Scene), can you make it loud? (Loud)
‘Cause I’m so proud, baby, I’m so proud of you

I like the way you kiss me, I can tell you miss me
I can tell it hits, hits, hits, hits
Not tryna be romantic, I’ll hit it from the back
Just so you don’t get attached (‘tached, ‘tached, ‘tached)

What i'm listening to:

i like the way you kiss me
artemas
yustyna

Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

What i'm listening to:

Hurt
Johnny Cash
IV

Was it your lips?
Was it the sex?
That’s left the aftermath of you
Still pounding in my chest

This song I wrote for you
This song’s what got me through
This song’s the only weapon left
To get me over you
Lesson learned
Love ain’t fair
Even burned the bed we shared
This song’s in memory
In memory of when I cared

Our tears of joy
Raged like a flood
We made a vow we would stay together
Blood on blood

But I’m still here
Just like a ghost
Feeling your skin against my skin
That’s what’s killing me most

What i'm listening to:

In Memory (Of When I Cared)
The Bacon Brothers
Erato

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm - he came around like
He was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man I adored
You don’t seem to know - don’t seem to care
What your heart is for
No I don’t know him anymore

So I guess the fortune teller’s right
I should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now I don’t care
I have no luck
I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things
That I can’t touch

There’s nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That’s what is goin’ on
Nothin’s right

I’m torn
I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake
And I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn

One may bask at the warm fire of faith or choose to live in the bleak uncertainty of reason — but one cannot have both.

What i'm listening to:

Torn
Natalie Imbruglia
Left of the Middle