Ah, refreshing!

Yes, i know it seems waaay to early in the morning for a Mountain Dew. However, what is a non-coffee drinker to do?

How many people out there can actually function without their daily caffeine hit?

What is it they say? Better living through chemistry.

Ok, so i don't really believe in better living through chemistry. I don't want to become dependent on pills to survive... and thinking about family members who rely on a handful daily scares me to no end!

However, i've come to rely on caffeine on occasion. Lately, it helps to fend off fatigue... although if i'm not careful and overdo it my fatigue problem gets worse.

So, i suppose it is a balancing act.

In the past i've taken steps to rid myself of caffeine consumption. That's all well and good, but now that my appetite is as voracious as ever... i find i need the appetite suppressant quality that comes with it.

Somedays the fake energy buzz is better than the real energy buzz from constantly eating. I wish i didn't tend to constantly eat, but with a desk job and plenty of homework every night, i find comfort in the munchies.

Ugh.

And being ambidextrous doesn't help... eating with one hand while writing with the other...

Thus ends my desperate attempt at a blog post. Bleah!

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Life in Mono
Emma Bunton
Life in Mono