Ok, i'm hesitant to call myself a "sucker." I don't suppose i ever really expected her to call... but then, i didn't expect her to call last night either.

Anyway, i still went to the casino. Played my usual five bucks... even won a bit so i could keep playing a while. Nothing significant like those recent nights though. Eventually the entire twenty was gone.

I did have fun though. I did see some people win pretty big... it's always exciting to see that.

Besides, they will probably use the money better than i anyway. =^)

So, i guess i just won't expect too much from the current ladies in my life... someday (maybe soon) i will meet someone who won't make it so difficult to spend time with her. Then i'll know something is right.

And if T₂ does call again? Well, i'll just take that relationship day-to-day... and reap the rewards of the fun had when we do spend time together.

What i'm listening to:

Hard to Say
Dan Fogelberg
The Innocent Age