As near as i can tell, there is only one bad thing about being "high" on life and feeling good.

When a crash hits, it's a loooong way down!

I should have expected a crash today, Single Awareness Day. In the before time, this day was always amazing. I would elaborate on amazing, but i'm just trying to make sense of this in my head by journaling it... so i can move past it.

Let's just say that a LOT of memories have come up... and tonight it is very unlikely i'll make some new ones.

Wow, that was terribly pessimistic. So far this year, i've been able to overcome a lot of these memories and doubts... but today i'm getting hit with a flood that just isn't receding.

Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.

What i'm listening to:

Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails
Pretty Hate Machine

Tomorrow is definitely a day worth celebrating! The silly season will have officially ended for another year!

Yay!

So, today i'm a little on the down side. Hopefully it isn't anything serious. It is the first year in some time i haven't had to worry about planning anything special, or coming up with that perfect gift, or what have you.

I'm a little sad because that is something i have a talent for. This is the one day of the year i consistently hit it out of the park... but there is no game scheduled for today.

Which explains that feeling that something is missing.

I wonder if tonight would be a good night to go out? Will i be bombarded by Hershey's and Hallmark and cutesy couples walking hand in hand? Or will i find other singles who decided to go out and celebrate their single-ness?

Yes, i should go out... at least for a bit. See what's going on around town. After all, it is dollar margarita night! =^)

At the very least, i can celebrate the return to normalcy!

What i'm listening to:

Possession
Sarah McLachlan
Fumbling Towards Ecstasy