As near as i can tell, there is only one bad thing about being "high" on life and feeling good.

When a crash hits, it's a loooong way down!

I should have expected a crash today, Single Awareness Day. In the before time, this day was always amazing. I would elaborate on amazing, but i'm just trying to make sense of this in my head by journaling it... so i can move past it.

Let's just say that a LOT of memories have come up... and tonight it is very unlikely i'll make some new ones.

Wow, that was terribly pessimistic. So far this year, i've been able to overcome a lot of these memories and doubts... but today i'm getting hit with a flood that just isn't receding.

Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.

What i'm listening to:

Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails
Pretty Hate Machine