Well, this morning i discovered that i'm not the heavy sleeper i suspected yesterday.

My alarm has decided not to go off. Its reasoning why, i'm not sure... it isn't speaking. =^\

What is frustrating is the way "she who must not be named" keeps invading my dreams. Does this mean i'm really not over her? Not able to move on?

Does it just mean she's there because she's my most current frame of reference for a woman in my life?

Is there even a reason to try to interpret a dream?

Probably not.

Anyway, it is probably a good thing she was there since my alarm didn't go off. After all, she was the one who woke me up.

So, last night at the club i received an education in bitchiness.

No, at least i wasn't the recipient... just a casual observer. Anyway, last night the new bartender bought a shot for J and her friend (who's name i don't recall... probably because she's not terribly friendly), which i thought was a nice gesture.

He said the shot was called "Cherry Cheesecake," to which J commented, "We like cherry cheesecake."

I thought it sounded good too... like the jelly doughnut, it's probably healthier than the real thing!

Anyway, after they slam the shots, the first thing "friend" says is, "Wow, that tasted like vomit!"

And now i understand why there are people no one is ever nice to. No "thank you," and no sugar-coating to try to spare someone's feelings... this young woman will probably never be happy.

It makes me wonder what she's looking for. What will she do when she finds it?

There are so many ways to find happiness... and to be fair, there are also so many ways to never find happiness. I don't think being mean and nasty to everyone except those close to you is a good way to go through life.

Which is weird coming from me... because i'm not exactly known for being a social butterfly. Hmmm... maybe i am growing as a person.

Anyway, after witnessing this, i decided to have a Jelly Doughnut... and i thought about buying one for J, but knowing what reaction i would get from friend... i figured that would be rude to buy one girl a shot and not one for her friend.

So, i bought one for another bartender (who is really cute in a Jessica Simpson kind of way)... and toasted to more sleep.

Wow, i truly am going crazy... when i started writing this i had no idea it would come full circle! =^D

What i'm listening to:

Too Little Too Late
JoJo
The High Road