Finally... i'm on an upswing.

I'm really working on living my life. Yes, i have decided i would love to spend the rest of my life with someone who's every bit as in love with me as she always was... but she still has some major issues to work through.

I suppose that if she doesn't want to be happy... that's her call.

I still worry that she's so afraid that she could finally going to get what she has wanted for so many years... well, that's a bit overwhelming. That, and she might not actually believe that i'm serious.

Someday, perhaps she'll figure out that her feelings haven't betrayed her. She fell in love with me the instant we met. I hope she'll realize that if she has to give someone else "a chance"... and she doesn't feel it yet... that it isn't meant to be.

And maybe, just maybe... it won't be too late. I'll wait, but not forever.

C, you really, really need to figure this out... if you follow your heart, i can promise you won't be disappointed!

What i'm listening to:

Somebody Like You
.38 Special
Strength in Numbers