Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 8:01 am
Stop, look, listen

I've been dreaming up a storm lately. Over and over.
Ok, I'll stop... besides I'm not dreaming about mirrors anyway.
Last night, I had a weird dream. I've stopped reading too much into my dreams, but sometimes I'll pause to think about what might be causing me to have such dreams.
In this particular dream, I was back in my hometown on vacation. I was visiting with people, when I bump into the ex, who's also in town visiting. Suddenly, we both fall back into old habits, making excuses, planning to meet where no one will know. Things I might have taken for granted back in the before time, but wouldn't consciously consider now.
And while that will never happen... I did come to the conclusion that the message behind the dream is to stop, look and listen.
I am falling into some old habits. I haven't progressed on my goals as much as I'd like. I'm well over a third of the way into this year, and the bigger, more lofty goals have (as of yet) gone untouched.
So, it's time to stop. Time to take a look around. Make adjustments, regain focus on the endgame. Begin feeding my mind with positive reinforcements and ideas.
I still have a ways to go... but it's still manageable. =^) I just need to take a moment before circumstances run me down like a train. Need to take that moment to figure out how to retake control.

Giant
Last of the Runaways