Everything's off.

No, I'm not giving up. It's just an observation that I'm off track on some of my more important goals.

I've been so focused on housework (spring cleaning and all that), so I've been neglecting myself. I feel pale, I look pale, I haven't had a workout in a couple of weeks.

And, my jeans don't fit.

I'm starting to understand how EDO's get started. I'm trying to eat right, and at least stay on my "diet" (I hate to use that word, but it is), but I'm finding that I'm grazing at work.

It's frustrating, because it's mostly apples, bananas, grapes and granola bars. And my < 100 calories of dark chocolate per day.

I suppose my metabolism is beginning to slow... since I'm starting to fall back into my sedentary lifestyle. I desperately need to hit the gym, and I need to free up my schedule enough to do so.

Bleah! It won't happen tonight, but I am free tomorrow night.

However, I am getting back into my reading habits. As I mentioned earlier, I'm really focused on housework and keeping my inner slob under control. Thanks to my new digital camera, I'm taking plenty of pictures. I'm working the current show at the civic theatre.

I'm not socializing so much right now, but that will change soon. As long as I don't get too concerned about having to wear some of my larger Levi's. =^(

That concern is hard to hide. I've been so proud of myself for having a flat stomach... and now the muffin top is returning.

Desperate times?

What i'm listening to:

You Can't Put Your Arms...
Roxette
Have a Nice Day