Thursday, May 4, 2006, 9:10 pm
Putting it together...
Well, i think i'm starting to get the pieces of my life put back together. I never would have fathomed it would be this difficult. I guess i had gotten used to C being such a huge part of my life.
Now, i admit i'm a little concerned about that hole getting filled. I don't know who could blame me for having trust issues. That, and i don't exactly open up to people well... ok, part of this 'blog' thing is for me to work on that. Still, there are things i would probably never share here.
Seriously, who wants to hear about my sex life anyway? =^)
Anyway, just because i know the song is ending doesn't mean i shouldn't enjoy the music!
It should be fun figuring out what life was like before C. Ok, life will never again be what it was like before C. She influenced me and changed me more than she will ever realize. I still believe if she would take a close look at the man i've become... she would see all the changes have been for the better and that i am very close to being the man she wants.
Or doesn't want. Whatever.
I have decided to buy a new camera. Not quite ready for digital yet... well, i am, just not financially. I have to be responsible with my money... i'm on the verge of actually making it work. Yay, me!
At least classes are finished. All that remains are a couple of finals. Then, i'll be able to concentrate on work and getting my personal life back into check. I guess it's time to start some of the activities i used to enjoy so much.
I've decided to put my photography portfolio online. I know i've done some good work there in the past, and if i put it in the right place, maybe i'll find some more opportunities to do good work. Add to that my drawing class i'm taking in the fall, maybe it will be good to have yet another creative outlet at my disposal.
Well, it's time for this li'l coffee shop to close, so i'll pick this up later.