Tonight... started out pretty good.

And ended... well, i don't know exactly where it ended.

I'm home... alone... and posting a blog entry instead of rolling in the sheets with some sensational freckled brunette... so, i suppose it's not ending good.

I talked to the ex's brother for a bit tonight. Things are good in his life... but as usual, his sister came up in the conversation.

That's never good. Don't get me wrong, i enjoy talking with him... but when i talk about her, then i think about her.

Then i crawled from pub to pub.

The last pub i stopped at had a few people i recognized from the theatre crowd.

Which made me think of T.

Without a doubt, T was the most amazing woman i have ever met in my life. Yes, even moreso than C. She was everything i could ever hope for in a partner. I only hope someday i can find someone who made me feel the way T did.

Then, on the drive home... i noticed at least five police cars in T₂'s neighborhood. I really hope she's ok, because i know that her boyfriend isn't anyone i'd recommend anyone date. She deserves so much better... but then, so do a lot of other people.

I don't think i'd make her happy. Yes, the sex would be fantastic... but beyond that, i don't know what else would work. T₂ is gorgeous, has a fantastic personality, and a pair of incredibly cute kids... but she has problems i can't even pretend i can help her with.

And T is married.

And C... well, i'm not even going to go there.

Yes, i think i'm on the right track... i have some goals for 2007, and i think i should stay focused on those.

The future is bright... i just need to not let these distractions get to me.

What i'm listening to:

More Than a Feeling
Boston
Boston