I'm sorry to keep dwelling on this. I'm just trying to take it moment to moment, some are good, some are not-so-much. Anyway, this is how i'm coping.

Today is a really bad day. I know they won't always be this bad, but that offers little consolation.

I really thought i would always have her support. I never thought taking steps to secure my future would push her away.

It has been just over a week since we last saw each other. Since we last touched, kissed, hugged...

It seems like so long ago. Where did it go so horribly wrong? Why do i feel so fucking alone?

I have things to do now... and it will do me good to get out of this house. I know we both need our space. I just need to be strong enough. At least it isn't raining today...

Finals. I need to survive my finals!