It’s been a long journey in the wilderness, but I believe I’ve found myself AND the edge of the clearing.

However, it is super refreshing coming off my latest birthday and into the new year with some fresh attitudes and recent discoveries.

For one, I’ve discovered that over the last several years, I’ve managed to surround myself with broke-ass people. It’s so frustrating being the only person in my social circle who manages a budget and can go out and socialize virtually any time. I know not to get burned by an auto-draft. I know how to stretch the money over months and ensure all bills get paid, the dog gets fed, the car stays serviced, and still have enough left over to take care of... me.

However, it’s been trying on my spirits. No one I spend time with has any drive or ambition. So much that when they ask what my next big thing is, they either laugh or go silent.

You guys are my friends, and I love you, but you really need to step outside of your comfort zone. You might like it! Also, you’ll need to understand that I have to distance myself from those attitudes. In spite of you, I believe in myself again, and I believe I can return to the top of my game as a top performer by 2017’s end.

This phoenix shall rise again from the flames.

What i'm listening to:

A Day in the Life
The Beatles
Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band