Tuesday, December 16, 2014, 10:46 am
Unsettled...
I’m in a rut. This morning, on the drive to work, I was thinking about what I do. About starting over. Wondering how to start over. Is it possible?
Steve Jobs is credited with saying this:
“When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: ‘If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.’ It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘no’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.”
I’m there. I know I need to change something.
During and after university, I chose a path that was easy. I do what I’m good at, but not necessarily something I enjoy. Now I feel like I’m trapped against a glass ceiling and that I’m sitting on the sidelines watching my dreams die.
I don’t want my dreams to die. I don’t want to accept that “the world needs ditch diggers too.”
But where do I find the confidence to take the leap of faith?
Where?
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