For some reason i'm looking forward to this weekend. I'm not sure why, because i've already decided not to go out tomorrow night... even though it could (and probably would) lead to an amount of fun comparable to last Saturday night.

I think it is because i'm dedicating the bulk of the weekend to my house and some homework. And myself... i'm meeting with my trainer again on Sunday. W00t!

I still can't get over how good i look. I just wish i could get over this psychological craving to constantly put foods rich in flavor into my mouth. It is too bad i don't have any current drama in my life to sap my appetite again.

Ok, that wasn't a healthy statement. Actually, if i continue to count my calories and keep my workout schedule consistent, there is no reason i shouldn't be able to maintain my current weight... maybe even hit my target.

We'll see.

Tonight i think i'm going to re-evaluate what i've got loaded on my iPod. I guess i'm just getting tired of the music that has been on it since i purchased it last September. Yet some of the music is so good...

When i look at the iTunes library, i just get hit with information overload, and i have no way of knowing how to control two measly gigabytes of music for my nano to handle... and i see a song title and think it should stay.

Bleah!

I really wish iTunes would allow some level between library and playlist. Something so i could have two completely separate lists and playlists of music so if i can make my iPod match my mood. So i can completely change all the music on it, yet go back to the original set when i'm ready.

The only way i can completely start over now, i'll lose everything because i'll just have to wipe out the library. It's like eating at a Mongolian grill. There is a good chance you'll love what you eat, but short of taking exact notes, you'll probably never get the same thing twice.

So, i probably shouldn't spend any time in my iTunes library this weekend... it always ends up taking longer than i expect.

Maybe i'll see D tonight. That would be ok. Wish i could figure her out... at least she seems to be consistent around me. I ran into J again Wednesday night at the club, and she clearly didn't need the distraction of talking to me. Kinda reminded me why i was happier in a relationship... but i've managed to not let it get me down. Yeesh, fickle females!

Talked to a good friend last night... i just had to share the story of last weekend's adventure to someone who would appreciate it. We got to talking about women, and settling vs. going after the fairy tale.

Yep, i still want the fairy tale. I have to believe she's out there. In a way it is kind of exciting that i probably haven't met her yet. However, i would have to place D as a fairly strong candidate... she's been a life saver in the aftermath of the transition from the before time.

So, i suppose it is time for the weekend... yay! =^D

What i'm listening to:

Something
Beatles
Abbey Road