Saturday, August 26, 2006, 11:58 pm
From zero to hero and back in a blink...
On a scale of 1 to 10, today really sucked ass.
There is SO much that has happened over the course of the last six days... much more than i'm going to elaborate on here (maybe in a future blog entry... maybe if it makes sense someday)...
Let me sum up. C loves me. C will always love me. However, C can accept that she will never be as happy where she's at as she is when she's with me.
This troubles me... but all i can do is continue to give her space, be her friend, and keep listening to her when she calls.
Things are not as bad as they were... but they are pretty confusing... C knows what she wants, i've seen proof of that over the last few days. She just needs to figure out how to get from where she is to where we should be.
So, for now... patience is my bittersweet friend. I can only hope i will have the strength to be there when she comes around. Pray for me!
There is SO much that has happened over the course of the last six days... much more than i'm going to elaborate on here (maybe in a future blog entry... maybe if it makes sense someday)...
Let me sum up. C loves me. C will always love me. However, C can accept that she will never be as happy where she's at as she is when she's with me.
This troubles me... but all i can do is continue to give her space, be her friend, and keep listening to her when she calls.
Things are not as bad as they were... but they are pretty confusing... C knows what she wants, i've seen proof of that over the last few days. She just needs to figure out how to get from where she is to where we should be.
So, for now... patience is my bittersweet friend. I can only hope i will have the strength to be there when she comes around. Pray for me!