Sunday, August 27, 2006, 7:53 am

C,

Two days ago you were planning our wedding. Yesterday you killed me.

What is going through your pretty little mind? I don't know what he's got that's making you turn your back on your true love again... but i would ask you to consider this: he doesn't love you... you wouldn't be breaking his heart if you ended it. He's kept you at a distance... it will be nothing like the devastation you keep causing me.

You were so happy two days ago... don't we deserve that? You were telling everyone you were working on getting back together with me. You were ready to take on your parents with me!

I suppose i should just stop believing in love if it means so little to you. You would rather give someone you don't love a chance than be with the one you love... and that is something i will never understand.

And i just can't stop loving you.

What i'm listening to:

Figured You Out
Nickelback
The Long Road